Primeval
All of a sudden, I've de urge to blog once again.
And guess what?
It's 2010 now.
wow! amazing isn't it?
can't really believe it actually.
Time passes really fast in 2009.
With a blink of an eye, I'm going to turn 18 soon.
Feeling rather old though. (shrugs~)
Still remember that "18" was the ideal age that everyone would have longed for in the past.
And now most of us would have liked to have a time machine to travel back to the olden days when we were still young! (not implying that we are old now)
ironic isn't it?
haha!
2009 has been a rather hectic year.
To sum up, it's crap.
JC is tough.
Actually I've got to thank the teachers for giving me another chance to be promoted to J2.
Not sure whether is it due to moderation but somehow i've managed to stay alive.
But for the very first time in my life, I've actually seen myself as a disappointment.
I'm the kind of person whom is always fun filled with optimism and I've always stick to the notion that "nothing is impossible".
But somehow and somewhat, I gave up on myself near the end of the journey.
Never have I ever feel so sucky, so low in confidence and without any motivation and aims at all.
But nonetheless, I'm very thankful to all my teachers whom all have given me a chance to proceed on to J2.
Around the 2nd half of 2009, I've got to admit that I've lost my motivation since then.
However, along the way, I've met some inspirational people whom nearly got it back for me.
Notably:
1) Mr Thaddeus Lawrence (A GP WORKSHOP TRAINER)
2) Mr Bruce Seah (An Author/ Network Marketer whom I've lent seat to on the bus oblivious to his status)
3) My Dad's Insurance Agent
I would have like to share with everyone of you why they have inspired me so much.
But I'm kinda lazy though for such a long post.
Nonetheless, they are one of the few notable people whom have inspired me in the year 2009.
And that was through their actions, the words they have spoken to me that have been resonating continuously in my mind since.
I feel rather blessed in meeting them.
I think i should end this post soon.
It's rather long!
Hopefully it will kick start a series of posts.
and..
of course a GOOD YEAR AHEAD!
hopefully..
:)
And guess what?
It's 2010 now.
wow! amazing isn't it?
can't really believe it actually.
Time passes really fast in 2009.
With a blink of an eye, I'm going to turn 18 soon.
Feeling rather old though. (shrugs~)
Still remember that "18" was the ideal age that everyone would have longed for in the past.
And now most of us would have liked to have a time machine to travel back to the olden days when we were still young! (not implying that we are old now)
ironic isn't it?
haha!
2009 has been a rather hectic year.
To sum up, it's crap.
JC is tough.
Actually I've got to thank the teachers for giving me another chance to be promoted to J2.
Not sure whether is it due to moderation but somehow i've managed to stay alive.
But for the very first time in my life, I've actually seen myself as a disappointment.
I'm the kind of person whom is always fun filled with optimism and I've always stick to the notion that "nothing is impossible".
But somehow and somewhat, I gave up on myself near the end of the journey.
Never have I ever feel so sucky, so low in confidence and without any motivation and aims at all.
But nonetheless, I'm very thankful to all my teachers whom all have given me a chance to proceed on to J2.
Around the 2nd half of 2009, I've got to admit that I've lost my motivation since then.
However, along the way, I've met some inspirational people whom nearly got it back for me.
Notably:
1) Mr Thaddeus Lawrence (A GP WORKSHOP TRAINER)
2) Mr Bruce Seah (An Author/ Network Marketer whom I've lent seat to on the bus oblivious to his status)
3) My Dad's Insurance Agent
I would have like to share with everyone of you why they have inspired me so much.
But I'm kinda lazy though for such a long post.
Nonetheless, they are one of the few notable people whom have inspired me in the year 2009.
And that was through their actions, the words they have spoken to me that have been resonating continuously in my mind since.
I feel rather blessed in meeting them.
I think i should end this post soon.
It's rather long!
Hopefully it will kick start a series of posts.
and..
of course a GOOD YEAR AHEAD!
hopefully..
:)
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