Broken Compass

Got back my chinese result on fri, it was dam disappointing to begin with.
Had napha on that day too and fared horribly.
Somehow with all these crap, i'm beginning to doubt myself.
I'm used to being quite confident about myself and my abilities, but all these setbacks came one after another.

And the worst part is, they never seem to come to a halt..

Mentally i'm distraught and very frustrated with myself.
And it has definitely affected me physically.
I'm losing my winning mentality, my bite and steel.
Everything is falling apart in a down spiral manner.

It takes something/someone great to push me back on track and help me regain my motivation.

But how long more can i afford to wait?

like a lost kid in an open desert with a broken compass..